Tough Day

Today has been a tough day.  As I embark on my journey of being a parent, I found out my dad has been diagnosed with lung cancer.  The details are vague at this point as additional diagnostic testing is being completed.  The doctor seems to believe dad has a good prognosis, but the testing is not complete so I am trying to stay positive, but am anxious about the results of the tests.  Everyone has been very supportive and compassionate.  And I know everyone is worried about me stressing out, but I do know there is a little one growing inside that needs me to be strong, but it is devastating to just hear the word cancer.  You hear it all the time, but when it is a family member, especially a parent, it seems to be a little tougher to process.  I appreciate all the thoughts and prayers (for the ones that pray) and will need them now and in the future as I cross this bridge as well.